It seems to me that I’ve fallen out of a good groove I had made last week. Doing push-ups every night, studying well in the morning, stuff like that. But it seems that I fell out of that rut on Friday. Granted, I was sick, but I could have picked it up again sooner. I feel that I’ve gotten my program started up again, though.

The next thing that crosses my mind has to do with my relationship with the district. No matter how I try not to, I still feel like I’m not really part of the gang. Everybody else gets along, and like to be with everybody else but me. If that’s not really the way it is, good, but that’s how I feel most of the time. Tolerated, but not really accepted. But like I said before, Oh well. I’ve been in this position before, I should be used to it. It still hurts, though. The impression I get is that everybody is laughing at me, not with me. At least I know God and Christ love me no matter how I am. I love them too.

My language is coming along well. I’m learning quite a bit every day. I wish, though, that I would be able to memorize more scriptures and the discussions.

Back to the middle paragraph, though. It’s not like everybody hates me, it’s just that no one really clicks with me. Dan F. was lucky, he and an Elder in his district get along really well. I guess I’m just jealous. Das ist alles für heute (that’s all for today). Bis spater.